What a day

I tried writing a post in college's library this morning but somehow the page wouldn't load and now that I'm home, I forgot what I wanted to write about this morning.

I was also caught by the librarian playing Burger Tycoon online. I was bored after pouring over the American Government textbook. I tried hard to understand and memorize the terms and the incidents i.e. Watergate Scandal, Marbury v. Madison, but they somehow don't stick in my memory. My goal is to finish up my politics revision tonight so I could start on History, and then get a well deserved break. A Saturday night out perhaps.

Today seemed an eventful day, maybe just in my thoughts. My mind ran wild with options and plans and uncertainties. I felt like a half-floating balloon, neither here nor there. Should I enroll next semester? What if I don't, what will I do? Travel? Where will I go?

Hours of that later - 5 to be exact, I had my psychology quiz, which added to today's grievances.

I prayed on my way home that I will let go and leave things to God. I realized how much I enjoy being in my car. It's my personal space where no one could interfere or disrupt me. I could blow my harmonica, sing as loud as I could to Coldplay or John Mayer, and sometimes scream - when things get out of hand. It's my asylum, my escape out of reality.

I've been checking the UNL website religiously, something I check on more than once a day other than my mailbox. And for the gazillionth time, the status still reads "Fill being viewed for admission". Although there is no reason why UNL would reject my application, I feel uncertain about my status. What if they really do reject my application? I've comfortably eased myself into the UNL family. I've given my details to Jac to be her roomie. And read everything there is to be read on their website. What ifs eh?

Final exam is next week, 3 days from now to be precise. This semester has been the toughest, but tough times don't last, tough people do eh? I'm the hardy one...hardy harr!

p.s. I've finally signed up on Twitter. So I'm a Tweeple now.